Whaaa back from work so tired luh D:
Today woke up at 11 ?
Faster bathe and get ready left house already quite late =/ .
Went to meet people than later meet teemao at bishan .

Went to city plaza take stocks .
After that home-d and rest awhiles .
Left house to meet poophead sabina than walk to block 126 .
Sold ice-cream from 6-10pm .
Whaa sibei tired !
Some people just so unfriendly luh !
Freaks , view house nia so what cannot buy ice-cream and eat meh kns .
Still say what " Please do not disturb " FREAKS FREAKS FREAKS .
RAWRRRR nvm lazy post liao .

Deardear sorry for not sms-ing ): .
i love you loads <3

Wooots today went out with dear (: .
Whaahhahas i miss you like siao canzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz ~!%^&*@
Took a bus down to j8 , went arcade play bish bash bash :D .
Stupid horse part everytime lose !

Later took a bus down to Amk .
Went jubilee to watch Congkak D; ...
Almost died inside .
Like so cold lo @#$%^&
Finish ley than bus-ed home .
Talk talk downstairs awhile than went up .

woooots tml start working :D !

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees :D
I-C-E C-R-E-A-M J-O-B <3 .
Woooooots finally found a job .
But timing aint really good 6-10pm >< .
Good thing mommy allow cause got teemao .

Left house at 1.30 like that .
Met nuer along the way to j8 , omg stress -white hair-
Went j8 walk walk than go arcade play :D .
Met Sabina poophead and her friend at j8 action city .
Went to pizza hut fill in form for job , i doubt they will hire us .

Went off to Amk hub , nuer went to find her friends so as Sabina friend .
Me , teemao and sabina went to sumo house eat .
Talk talk talk drag time there than took bus down to her house .
Saw the WALLS ice-cream van , omg so many people there luhs .
Than stupid teemao donnoe whats her problem she don't dare go to the van there .
REASON : there was too many people there and 2 of them are from her school . SO SHY AIYO == .
Like stood there for so long , people kena scolded by the the walls person idk the name forget ;x .
Whahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas .
Read thru the book thingy and all the price list .
Omg than when the person test us that time he shoot all the qns i stun tio all tee and sabina ans .
Pengz my maths gonna fail :D .
Okays shall stop here so tired ._.

Dear i love you <3

Nothing special happen today .
Stayed home and rotted .

Deardear i'm sorry i overslept ): .
My fault i was suppose to find you .
I miss you loads <3 ..

Had a tiff with nuer cause i replied her late ...
Than now she don;t want talk to me ...

Yawnns sleepy day today .
Went church as per normal .
After church went to Amk KFC to eat .
Woah mommy bought so much ._. bloated ~

Went home after that , mommy's worker came to our house .
Helped to take down the kitchen cabinet .
Omgs the kitchen like so screwed and dirty ._.
But after cleaning up its neater =x .
Courts people are coming down to fix the new cabinet next week I guess o.o .

Was using the com playing audition .
Than later went to take a nap for awhile than on com paly audi again ._. .
Kill boredom .
Suddenly nuer called ask if i could go out .
Told her to come downstairs my house than we go play swing :D .
Talk to her on phone until she reach my house .
Went to the minimart to buy drink than go playground .
Played for about 20mins like that than went home .
Whahahahs so fun :D .

Bathe and changed , left house .
Went junction8 eat sushi celebrate daddy birthday .
Tralallals a bomb $118 :x .
Teemao and shimmy was like twisting my hand D: .
Owww hurts , than i scratch shimmy until got internal bleeding ;x paiseh .
Whahaha shall end here .



Dear i miss you ): .

Questions and Answers

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Hmmms , Betray him and leave him ?

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
To love him forever .

#3 What will your dream wedding be like
Along the beach at night

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
I don't think that far .

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Someone loving :D

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

Of course being loved my someone ;x

#7 If the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for him/her to change his/her feeling?
Hmmms , if i weren't attatch i will wait for that very special someone ;x .

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do? Wait for him/her to break up?
Most likely yes ?

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Yes , today wasn't my day .

#10 What do you want most in life?
Errrrs , to be loved ;x .

#11 Is being tagged fun?
Tagged o.o ? idk :D

#12 How do you see yourself in the future as well as career?
Be a hair dresser WOOTS !

#13 Who is currently the most important person to you?
Family and him .

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Erm idk humans ?

#15 Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Married but poor :D . Happiness is more important than money .

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
WAKE UP LA ;x

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Huhs ?

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Wait for either one o.o ?

#19 What type of friends do you like?
Friends who are trustworthy and don't betray .

#20 If you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
Laugh out LOUD :D .

Today went to school as per normal .
Slacked in class .
After school meet Nuer and went to my house .
Bathe , changed and went out meet buyer .
Meet dear at the same time .
Sometime happen at junction8 .
Blahh zzz .
Than went to prime !*(!#9^%&^*(
And bused down to Amk .
Played arcade and than went home .
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22/05/08

Happy birthday poophead [ sabina chia yong ting ]

Woots camp was quite fun :D .
Love dragon boating <3
Lmfaos .

After camp chiong home , bathe and than went out with teemao meet buyer at bugis .
At the same time went to see supplier :D
Slept like a pig after i came home ~.~

Yohooo :D .

Today went to Amk meet qiaoyoke and another buyer to give them things .
Was like late la kns .
Than took mrt down to lakeside collect stocks .
Meet 2 more buyers than went back to Bishan .

Teemaooo wanted to eat so we went to KFC .
Whahahahah so funny .
The cleaner ;x that gong kia his face lmfaos sibei funny .
Walk like ghost liddat niang niang qiang .
After eating , send teemaoo to bus stop than went to find deardear :D .

Stand outside junction 8 , so bloody hot .
Than went in walk walk end-ed up in the arcade .
Watch people playing basketball lmfaos xo .
Got this small boy boy so cute :D .
He go play basketball wahhahaha !
Stay at the arcade for like almost 2 hours ._.
Than went to junction 8 opposite the bus stop to collect payment from buyer .
And home-d .

Talk talk downstairs my house .
Played with paper plane ;X .
Than deardear say he say my mommy car but it aint !
Than later really another car come is my mommy car sia >< .
Scram into the lift ):
Cannot see deardear ley ...

Going for camp will be back on the 22nd D: .
Ima miss you dear .
I love you loads <3
Takecaresssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss !

Yooos humans :D , very busy this few days .
Today didn't go school , pon with nuer >< .
Waited for her downstairs her house xo - rotted -
Took a bus down to my house .
Changed and than left .
Bus-ed down to j8 .

Went toa payoh to see some things o.o .
Walk walk than took mrt down to bugis .
Like bugis street go no freaking hell people .
Was there like around 9plus o.o .
Dam cold la the 2nd floor .
Walk walk than found supplier for blogshop :D .
Than later deardear came for awhile cause he had to go home ): .
Heart pain sia D; , see him for awhile nia .
But better than nothing <3 .

At the mrt station , got the small boy boy his hand tio stuck in the mrt door .
Omg lo he shout shout shout so loud !
Poor boyboy >< .

Took mrt down to amk walk walk awhile .
Than saw teemao than went home together .
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees :D .



Dear I miss you badly )':
I love you to the bits <3>

Short post for today :D .

Went to school late .
Had to do DC after school .
Rushed home after school bathe change and meet buyer take stocks .
Than walked aroudn j8 waited for teemaoo to collect her phone .
Than homed .
MYE sucked .
loving today's weather :D .

baby i love you <3

Boy , atleast after you woke up you could have find me .
You didn't even bother to .
I tought that you still care but it didn't seemed right .
You left me aside .
No smses no call .
Only at 8+ you bother to call ?
Sorry I was sleeping .
I felt that you didn't have any sincerity .
My heart really breaks .
I tought that I could handle this , but I can't .
Will you still be there for me ?
Is this the ending ?

I really miss you .

Boy you really broke my heart and shed tears .
You fooled me once , I dont want to be fooled again
You promised to find me today but you did not .
You choose sleeping over me .
Is sleeping more important than me ?
What do you take me for .
Am I still important to you like before ?
Do you still love me ?
Are you willing to sacrifice for me ?
Hold me tight and never let me go ?
Will you do all this for me ?
I really want to know the ans .
I really want to know whats going on your mind .
I really love you .Like I always did , I love you now , tml and forever .
You are my everything .
Sometimes I feel like we're drifitng apart and the feeling isn't right .
I still love you like I always did .
Love me or forget me ...


Boy I miss you x/3 .

Rawr dam fucking pissed cause some ppls keep giving me attitude .
Everything all push to me blah .
And my fucking shawl supplier __ .
Nvm no mood post == .


Dear happy 3rd month aniversary .
ILOVEYOU <3

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU BITCH I HATE YOU

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helloooooooooooooos :D .
Today's maths paper 2 kinda errrr hard ): ?
ALOT QNS I ANYHOW DO SEH .
But today nice weather to sleep .
Faster finish papaer and sleep lmfaos ._.
Thanks Joice , Jasmine , Jessica and Ian for the bigbig teddy bear (: .

After school went home to put the teddy bear home ._.
Than went out to AMK hub find nuer and her meimei :D .
Than walk around walk walk see dao TEEMAOOOO and friends xo .
Talk talk slack slack than ask weather want go beach .
Than teemao dun want so nuer her mei mei and I went to pasir ris .
Went to basement buy yogurt 1st than go bus stop wait .
THAN NUER YOU NAUGHTY GIRL , FLINK HER YOGURT ONTO MY SKIRT .
Looked like bird shid ;x lmfaooos nar >< . Bus-ed down to pasir ris :D . Than go beach there , rented bike for 1 hour . Ride around than return than walk to the beach playplay :D . Than got this wormie ._. deardear flinked it into the sea . Tralalalallalalaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaas :D . Okay lazy post liao D:< .

P.S i love you :D

Helloooooooooooos (:
Today's maths paper 1 was quite okay .
Finished the paper and had around 20mins more o_o .
Rather amazing , usually maths paper always no time de .
Cause I simply fill in the blanks with CRAPS .
Slept for the 20mins + WITHOUT PEOPLE DISTURBING :D .
No coughing today .
Wonder if tomorrow paper 2 will be harder D: .

After school bus-ed home , bathe change and left house .
Met nuer at the golf-course bus stop .
Bus-ed down to J8 and went to MOS burger :D .
Drank soupy ~
Than went to 77th street find jiejie .
See the "mama" dress the model at 77th street lmfaos so funny .

Took mrt down to Tampines find dear .
Slacked around than went to buy famous amos and sat down at MACs .
Waited for dear to come .
While waiting 2 of his friends o_o .
Than me and my nuer said the same thing together " blurblur walk pass " lmfaos .
Deardear came than he like sadsad like thant ): .

Than we went to lan cause nuer want do her blog xo .
Bus-ed down to crossfire
Tralalalas rotted inside the lan for about 1 hour .
SO BLOODY COLD INSIDE .
Than took bus back to tampines interchange .
Talk talk abit than walk to sunplaza park play swing :D .
So fun >< burry slipper :x .
Play till around 6plus than cabbed home .


Boy i love to see you smile :]

Okay today sucked :D .
Paper sucked , life sucked , school sucked .
Today was geog paper quite okay la .
Finished paper tired to sleep but tio wake up by peoples coughing .


After school went to hub with nuer and joice .
Waited for teemaoo to come .

Than took bus 166 down to thomson .
Went postoffice and than go eat prata .
Chiong home bathe and left house to meet buyers .
Blah blah blah so tired .
THAN THE STUPID SHAWLS SUPPLIER I WANT KILL HER LA ZZZ .
Went to CCK meet natalie (: .
Saw melissa there o_o tenia said so .
CCK HAS WEIRD PEOPLES x; .
Took mrt down to CCK to meet bf tee supplier :D .
She came late D: , than suppose to meet another buyer there but last min cancel WTF ?!
And another buyer at amk no reply de CHAO*******
So took mrt all the way back to bishan and home-d .
SO TIRED ): .

I hope your reading this
I don't know why your so unreasonable sometimes ?
What have I done wrong ?
Tell me , I've been giving in to you so many times .
Have you ever appreciate it ?
I don't want us to end up quarelling .
Left without a word .
少年はします、それでも、私を愛してくださいか?
私はまだあなたを愛しています。

RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR .
This morning went church as usual :D .
In church teemaooo keep poke poke me , And hit hit me ): .
After church went to Tampines Courts cause mommy want see furnature .

Went to eat breakfast at BoxBistro xo .
After that walk around courts .
Tralalallalas rotted .
Than sms deardear (: .
Deardear so cute sia " weeee kope sweet " ;x .
Lmfaoooos .
Than in the car sms sms and hear song .

Reach home than watch tv .
Watch "flood" , watch halfway than fell asleep D: .
Suddenly my phone ringring nuer called .
So I kena wake up D: .
Than chat chat with her talk about the blogshop shid ~
RAWRRR NO BUSINESS SIAAAAAAAAA T.T
Yesterday no advertise ): .
AND TODAYS WEATHER SUCKS BIG TIME !

❤ Deardear I miss you loads ):

Whahahah :D . Yesterday I had fun <3 .
Went to J8 to meet Joice , my nuer NANNY ;x .
Than go MOS burger sit down , bought soup drink ~___~ .
Than waited for Joice to come .
Nuer and Joice go buy food xo .

After that we bus-ed down to nuer's house cause she want change .
Waited for her along the corridoor .
Than later bus-ed down to my house downstairs waited for deardear and his friends .
Rawr wait so long than nuer's laogong called my phone than they talktalktalk .Talk until my nuer want cry ): .
And she go scratch herself D:< .
Talk finish liao than nuer like so fast happy o-o Cause deardear want smash me == .
F5 nor smash dao my hair . "
Than I go up bath tralalallalaal == .
While deardear and friends ;x kena BANGALA scolding WAHAHAHAHAH ;x .
But deardear no kena :D .
Than they zhao dao donnoe where .
Walk to basket ball court with nuer and Joice .
Than saw the stupid PLAYSHIRT girl at resident corner == ?
kau bird bird :D .
Than buy water talk talk awhile .

Bus-ed down to AMK hub .
Joice suddenly say want to toilet ;x VERY URGENT .
So I pei her go .
Nuer and deardear zhao donnoe where .
Joice like inside the toilet for so long o_o .
RAWRRRRRRRRRRR STONED .
Than deardear give me present o_o from 77th street .
Thanks dear <3 .
Go arcade rot , Nuer and Joice play the the donnoe what game == ?
After that walk to B1 and sat down .
Chit chat xo .
Suddenly nuer and Joice dissapeared .
Lmfaos than i look dao see Joice she keep on waving at me o_o !
Deardear keep flinking ANTS ;x baddie .
Nuer and Joice came back with cake .
Than Joice left and we left .
Nuer stayed at hub to wait for her auntie .

Bus-ed down to thomson .
WAITED AT THE STINKING BUS STOP FOR SO LONG ):
Went to find mommy and daddy and teemao and korkor ;x .
Heard mommy and daddy like qurrelling over the phone ): .
Said byebye to dear T.T baobao <3 .
Than walked to daddy's car .
Drove to Thomson plaza .
Ate swensens :D wahahha i ice-cream teemaoooooooo ;D .
MEET YOUR DOOMS DAY .

Thanks to those who texted me happy birthday and wished me happy birthday :D .
Dear I love you <3 .

Whahahaha :D . today lit paper was quite okays .
Finished around 8.35 ?
Tried to sleep but peoples keep coughin like efffff !
CHA SI LIANG .
After school went to bubble tea shop .
Talk talk awhile than bus-ed home .
Nuer came also than later meeting Jasmine and Joice .

Chou nuer ): .
Inside lift play play the door than kena stuck T.T
Very scary . Than I press the 17 floor keep press the open door button ): .
Than when door open i straight chiong out x: .
Than got one auntie outside the door i chua tio .
From 17th floor climb up to 23rd floor D: .

Okays :D going out soon to meet deardear .
Shall post later <3 .

Yooos :D .
Today mommy invited all our relatives to our house to celebrate me and tenia 14th birthday .
Woke up around 9plus .
Bathed and than help mommy cook food .
Tralalalallalalaaas , than left house to collect cake and more food ._. !
Went bishan there to collect food and junction8 to collect cake
Than home-d :D .

On com advertise for blogshop than tralalalala ;x .
So darn boring .
Cut cake eat eat :x become fatfat ley .
Bwahahha ice-cream cake <3 .
After all our relative left , went to the room and watch ratatolliue .
Than suddenly deardear called .
Chat chat awhile than went to bath and left for church .
After church home-d , than in the car suddenly sabina called and ask how am I gonna celebrate my bday tml o_o . Sudden question wor .
Than my stupid mother inside the car kpkb keep on say " put down the phone don't talk to my daughter . " so pekcek == ! Pick up phone also cannot .

周杰倫- 我不配
Jay Chou- wo bu pei (I'm not worthy)



这街上太拥挤
Zhe Jie shang tai yong ji
This street is too crowded

太多人有秘密
Tai duo ren you mi mi
Too many people with secrets

玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
bo li shang you wu qi zai bei yin chang qi guo qu
At the glass, there's the fog hidden from it

你脸上的情绪
Ni lian shang de qing xu
The sulky face of yours

在还原那场雨
Zai huan yuan na chang yu
Is completing that rain

这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
Zhe xiang nong tai guo wan qu zou bu hui gu shi li
This street is simply too narrow to return to the story

这日子不再绿
Zhe ri zi bu zai lu
These days are not green anymore

又斑驳了几句
You ban bo le ji ju
Just a few word exchanges

剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
Sheng xia ban kong hui yi de wo zai da fang zi li
I'm left alone in the house, with half-filled memories

电影院的座椅
Dian ying yuan de zuo yi
The seats in the cinema

隔遥远的距离
Ge yao yuan de ju li
Are separated far by distance

感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
Gan qing mei you dui shou shi ni gen zi ji xia qi
Feelings with no partner is a game of chess you played by yourself

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
hai lai bu ji zi zi xi xi xie xia ni de guan yu
it's still too late to carefully write down your concern

描述我如何愛你
Miao shu wo ru he ai ni
Describing how I love you

你却微笑的离我而去
Ni que wei xiao de li wo er qu
Yet you leave me away with a smile




Chorus:

这感觉已经不对
Zhe gan jue yi jing bu dui
This feeling is not right anymore

我努力在挽回
Wo nu li zai wan hui
I tried hard to retrieve

一些些应该体贴的感觉我没给
Yi xie xie ying gai ti tie de de gan jue wo mei gei
A bit feeling of care that I didn't give

你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微
Ni de zui xu de yuan wang hen bei wei
The many wish from your lips is very petty and low

在妥协是我忽略
Zai tuo xie shi wo hu lue
I neglected to compromise it

你不过要人陪
Ni bu guo yao ren pei
However you want some company

哦这感觉已经不对
a zhe gan jue yi jing bu dui
ahh, This feeling is not right anymore

我最后才了解
Wo zui hou cai liao jie
I'm the last to understand

一页页不忍翻阅的情节
Yi ye ye bu ren fan yue de qing jie
Looking through the pages of circumstances which cannot be endured

你好累
Ni hao lei
You're so tired

你默背为我掉过几次泪
Ni mo bei wei wo diao guo ci lei
You have silently cried behind my back for so many times

多憔悴
Duo qiao sui
So shallow

而我心碎你受罪你的美
er wo xin sui ni shou zui ni de mei
Yet my heart breaks and you accepted my sin, your beauty

我不配
Wo bu pei
I'm not worthy