What's life without vision ?

I'm so tired , I need to sleep seriously ..But my hair is wet ttm ..... D:<
Today school boring ttm . During CME lesson time pass so slow .. Chinese had some stupid survey game at computer lab (waste time) .. SS boring , Geog low didn't come to school today !!! POA , Lois happily singing her COGS = OP + P - CS . ( idk correct or not ) Today she in class a bit high bah . High until water spill all over the table wet the notes .. Don't really know what's happening cause half awake -.- . Dead .

Went to town later with Jiejie & Na , Total waste of time ! the shop like bloody closed down or something .. Waste time waste time ttm . Piss me off seriously -'- .

Someone to guide ..

Reasons

I need to take a breather . That's something I can't guaranteed , but I hope I'd be able to .

Setbacks

Where did all my self-confidence went to ?

Judgement

Supposed to get back English paper 1 today but delayed so getting back tomorrow .. N'level is in about 2 weeks time .. I should be studying now .. Ever since after June holidays I've been really slack .......... Omg how to pass N'level like that ? Got back Chinese today . Passed P1 failed P2 badly . Sad case . Oh wells . Happy with P1 marks -.- .. Went to J8 with An ni after school then home . Studied a bit later .

Wonder what it's like to be restricted from what you want to do in your daily life ?
One word to describe : SUCKS .

Mystery

No comments for school . Conclusion : I can't stand a particular teacher ........................... Driving me NUTS . To X X X , thanks for your constant encouragement .
Played with Na during lesson time keehehe . Realized that chicken is growing fatter each day ): . Na you know what chicken right . Wehh so sad ... Draw some funny name card ~ Like cute only !!
Studied over at j8 with Joice . Taught her Maths ~ Bought Koi later ^^ . Then home ~
Lol joke joke joke , Just now making pancake for jiejie . Then the fire super hot until my stomach burning and scared my T-Shirt burn .

If only you understand . Still counting .

Forgiveness

Dinner @ Manhattan Fish market , Mommy so amazed by the fish videos they where showing through their lcd ._. .. Mommy's reaction so cute . Like little kid . Walked around then home . Walking towards mommy car suddenly got BOMB sound . Fire works at the stadium ~
alright this post is boring . Waste of time .

Don't forgive me so easily , Cause I will take if for granted and will not learn my lesson

Condemn

My old habit is coming back .
I thought I could balance it all , Actually the fact is I can't .
It's either one way or the other . Which ?

Blue blood

Today sucks
I want to have the ability to foresee the future and read peoples mind .


Must the day come when i really cry infront of you ?
If that's the only way I can let out all the unhappiness.

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I love you.
You have a nice daughter.
You make me love her.
You should treasure her.
Someday I will snatch her from you.
You + me = BFFLTD
If I saw you now I'd be shy.
I want to be with you.
I would build a princess house just for you.
If I could sing you any song it would be my own compose song for you.
We could sleep together under the stars.

Love,
NAAAAAAAAAAA

(P.S. I'm still cuter.)


Last but not least, I adore you.

Futile

Disappointment keeps coming in . FML . I'm giving up .......................................... Where's all the motivation ?!
Failure after failure . Cause me to give up even more .............................................. What is happening ?!?!

I got nothing to say about school . Results seems to be declining a lot .

Restriction

Morning assembly sucks ttm . I seriously don't understand what they are trying to act plus the actors ... No comment . Drama is boring . Dam tired so slept during maths lesson :/ .. Chemistry had test . Do 10mins only then sleep already . Don't know why so tired . Geography finally finished on chapter 12 , started on chapter 13 but was sleeping again .. Hopefully tomorrow's geography test isn't tested up till chapter 13 eh . Home after school .
Rot rot rot , watch tv , sleep . Suppose to study but I ended up reading a book and slept . Dammit . Okay time to study now .

Words

Sometimes in life you will meet someone whose unpredictable . Someone who can change your life drastically . But only you have the capability to choose the life you want & not others .

Two ?

Hiahiahiaaaa ~ PE slack . Watch Linh dance her Kpop . I swear she dam cute la :X ! English lesson Chen happily talking her own stories again . Always get carried away ....... Lesson lesson boring boring . POA test failed by .. 1 mark Haaa . Expected oh well its okay . That topic sucks though . Home after school . Bored ttm at home so started cutting papers -.- ... Like some mentally unstable person . Watched KBS until sleep . Tenia's laughter once again pissed me off .

One word

SUCKS

Omg school sucks now ! Class moved to 2nd level ........... Must climb stairs now . Plus zzzzzzzz . SIAN TTM SERIOUSLY . For the next effing 2 weeks -'- . Once again crapped with Anni practically the whole morning till break time . A lot of rubbish to talk uh ... Had POA test , yupyup can say I'm gonna fail . Didn't even study . First time taking the test so lightly .. Did for 10mins then sleep already . Too tired to crack my brain . To j8 after school to get KOI then home . Met Joice otw home ~ Alalaaa I know your "secret" lol !

I really can't stand the way you treat her .........................

Understanding

Seems so much better after sharing with someone who understands how I feel . Thanks friend your a great listener . I shall heed your advice .

내 남자 친구를 사랑해 ♥
I finally end the day with a kiss

fuck offfffffffffffffff

GET LOST GET LOST GET LOST -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'-
I WANT TO GET OUT OF THIS BLOODY SCHOOL ASAP . BEST I FAIL N LVL THEN GET OUT LIAO LA -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'- -'-
Your just out to humiliate me

Presence

Great ....... Globalization , diplomacy and deterrence didn't come out in SEQ ! When I saw the question paper ... stun . Luckily Northern Ireland came out . If not the other 2 topics I don't know how to do seriously -.- . SBQ was just a whole load of rubbish . Physics test after SS . Though it was open book still find it hard :/ .. How am I going to take Physics prelim omt ......
Homed after that . Felt like sleeping . Last minute plan to go out with Naaa ~
So went to bathe and stuffs . Weather kinda odd today . Rain awhile then stop . Went off to meet her at Tpy ~ Watched liar game at marina . Gosh first row sucks . Show 3/5 .. Starting was kinda interesting . As the movie continued got really boring ..... Everything was repeating repeating ...... All about trust , betrayal & a stupid naive girl . Walked to sands after that . I swear that place is kinda boring . Sat down at the helix bridge . A lot of foreigner ._. ....... Bus to somerset dinner then walk around

If I said I want to see you now will it come true ?

Not confident .......

Naiseeee ~ chinese paper 2 sure fail already . Cause 5mins into the paper I was sleeping . Read the passage only make me feel like sleeping -.- . Really don't understand a shit ! All the MCQ tikum only . GG GG GG ~ Cloze passage just copy paste a whole chunk of rubbish down . Hopefully paper 1 can pass ? Homed after school .
Studied for SS :/ .. Took a half and hour nap . Nothing seems to be going into my head la seriously ! Until now I still can't memorized the text . Hope hope hope globalisation ,Diplomacy & Deterrence or Nothern Ireland comes out . Hopefully if globalisation comes out then .. I'm save . If none of these come out I'm dead ! Yup yup then I'll just stone for SEQ -.- ! Goodluck to tomorrow's paper dammit . ):

对不起

我的天多七个小时就是华文考试！！！死了死了！我不会写报章报道！！！老师对不起我已经放弃了华文 x.x ! 可是我还是会试做考卷。。。 如果有错字抱歉 ~晚安 ~

有些话我一直藏在我心里，没有勇气说出来。

Life

Approximately 14more months ! 1 year 3months more ! 457more days . 10968hours . 658080seconds !!! ): ): ): !

Distraction

Sighs ! I'm dead , somehow wrote out of point for my compo I guess . Supposed to write about an experience but I wrote incident . I guess experience and incident is somehow the same right x.x ? Self console . Dammit . I feel like killing myself !!! The scent of my hair made me feel like sleeping while doing paper 2 . Seriously x.x .. Finished passage A then slept already . Teacher came to wake me zzz . Stayed back in school to study . Rained heavily . Till 4 then stop raining . Argh freaking no Internet now ): !! Boring . Feel like sleeping .

GO AWAY D: !! !

Caught Sorcerer's Apprentice @ Cine . Nice show ~ Wandered around town awhile then home ~ Singapore is boring ...........................
Dam those bee invasion . 3 bees actually bothered to fly up so high into my house dammit . Don't bees just love high altitude -.- . Annoying much . 2 Just died out of no reason . Get lost stupid bee I want to bathe right now !!!!!!!!%#$EUI)(*#&^%$@#@%^@$^*$
Anyways goodluck to tomorrow's English language paper :D ~

I don't want to hide anymore , it's really tiring ...

I'm lucky to have you .

Study study study . Boring day study study study . Prelim this week. good luck & get lost -.- .

fucking not my day

Don't know what's wrong with everyone one . All fucking scolding me for no fucking reason . I do house chores already miracle okay . Never do properly nia come kp me . Never see don't anyhow scold la kp dog -'- . Use your fucking eyes to see first la ! Adults only know how to scold scold scold . Never thought of the child feeling . Seriously dam pissed off la -'- !

Not in my best mood

Sorry for those harsh words . It never meant to be . Temper is getting worst . This isn't right .

anger management

ANGRYANGRYANGRY !! IMA EXPLODE ANY MOMENT D:<

Unexpected

Gave school a miss . Went over to mommy's shop in the morning to help her . I swear my legs are about the break when I was helping mommy x.x ......... Homed after that . Kinda tired though still went out with Tenia . Headed over to Bugis for yogurt ... Walked around then home . Boring day .

Seriously it hurts to see someone close to me suffer just because of a particular person . Cheer up alright .

Rare

TIRED TIRED TIRED ! I want to sleep during english but chen is annoying :/ .. Managed to sleep for maybe 15mins then Chinese lesson having test ......... Ruin my sleep . No idea why so tired either . Poa Lois minor explosion again . Got back maths paper . Disappointed a lot of careless mistake . Thanks to probability I failed the dam paper . Which probability is a super easy topic wth -'- . Whatever . Waited for TAN poa IP finish then home .

Even though its a common name , but out of all your the most unique one

Absence

Finally after so long I kept myself awake during lesson time ! Maybe the first time since school started after june hols . That's bad . Been sleeping around 1-2am again :/ ..... Bad sleeping habit . Dammit . Studied Chemistry just now . Don't know what the hell is MOL <<< Rubbish .
D: !

I NEED A BLOODY PUNCHING BAG NOW -'-

Easily moved

Slept for effing 1hr30mins after PE ;/ .. Damm that's real long . Missed English and ss lesson . As usual I always sleep during SS ! Dammit that's bad . Chewing on my milk candysweet when I was sleeping ..... Was inside my mouth for about 1 hour ( disgusting ? LOL ) . During Physics don't know what's happening . Yap is just walking around the class . Chinese lesson sucks TTM . POA lois minor PMS . Chemistry teacher 1 week mc ? Lois said so . That's sad !!! Omt .

Even though it's just a message but it brightened my day ~ Haven received something like that for so long .

♥

"미안해" "사랑해" 한마디연 돼 다 보고 싶어요 .

Temper

Just reached home from school . God I only studied 1 topic cause that topic seriously sucks . Today Lois pms ttm for no reason same as usual :) .
Okay there's nothing much for me to blog about -.- . Waiting for the stupid AI to start omt !

I just realised I'm getting more and more temperamental omg .

Batteries have legs that walk ?!

MY GODDDDDDDDDDD , MY CAMERA BATTERY HAS BEEN MISSING FOR A WEEK ALREADY !! DAMMIT D: ! I'm so sad ........ zzz
Went to J8 today to buy korkor's formal wear , I swear he looks smart in formal wear . But when he changes back to his normal wear totally sloppy lol! Took quite a while to choose his cloths .. Craving for yogurt , asked tenia to accompany and buy but she don't want ! Waited till korkor was done with his shopping ! Ahhh yogurt at last ^^ ! Happy ~ Feel rather scam cause mine so lil !!! Angry . Korkor one big cup la . Dam person . Okay grandparents house later then home ~ Gonna bake cookie now which is so dam late . Tenia's idea -.- . I'm suppose to be studying DAMMIT

Bad lighting or isit Iphone camera sucks .


Caught myself laughing when I get jealous .